Whooooo!!! Baby dancing with You! Put Your courage seatbelt on and throw away that fear… because You have an incredible yet intense journey ahead of You… happy to have You part of the Bump club!! There’s a lot of Us!!
I have felt the same and taken more tests too… but.. My symptoms have kicked in full blown and I am been struggling.. the morning sickness goes alllll day allll night.. and I wake up with wicked dry heaving… My nipples hurt just touching My shirt… so have lots of trust and faith in Your human experience and in Life… all Our doubt just shows signs of weakness and fear… and those emotions trigger stress… whilst trust and faith trigger Love.. We are okay. Funny My friend said She thinks I will have the baby 9/16!
We are all here connected and bonding for a reason too. Lots of Magic and Love around. Breathe Queen Breathe
After spotting pink for three days I convinced Myself it was implantation bleeding… and that I was in fact pregnant. Wednesday morning woke up with nothing.. Yay! and I began My intense thinking in My mind of how I was going to create a game to play with My fiancé, where He would gain a home made puzzle piece with every correct answer and those pieces would all come together with a statement revealing We are pregnant in the clever and pretty drawing I made! And on thanksgiving over the delicious dinner I prepared (duck breasts covered in My special cranberry, pomegranate, & rosemary sauce. Romano and Garlic Brussels sprouts, halved baby yellow potatoes, a side of Spicy Moong bean Dal, and a flakey apple pie I just finished baking..) I planned to share Our news!
welp.. back to present now moment was Wednesday.. I was doing My morning routine naked as always.. I was crouching down like a frog as I was filling My copal and lighting the coals.. when right then Af drips… I was filled with emotion for all of Us… the amount of energy and momentum I had built in just ONE day of ‘knowing’ I was pregnant gave Me clarity I have to share with You all… on how much We are all pouring Ourselves into this desire or want or need or what ever reasons We tell Ourselves, to BECOME Pregnant.. to conceive… and what I learned was: this pouring is SO draining… and in that drainage We are literally preventing Ourselves from the vary thing We desire want and need… We will never be able to conceive.. create Life.. until Our systems, Our minds.. bodies.. and energies have filled all the empty space.. until We have ‘Filled Our own Cup’ will We be granted the honor of carrying a Life inside Us.
What I am saying is… if You are still reading.. for those of Us trying to conceive.. let’s look at the areas of Our lives that need some attention.. or improving.. upgrading.. and let’s put Our minds bodies and energies into that… and as a reward.. as proof that Life receives Our response.. that God is real.. We will conceive on that timeline… each individual and unique experience will happen for Us.. when that Divine Timing aligns.. and We took action. We showed up.. We earn It. and for those of You who are currently pregnant, I know that fear We hold on to as well throughout the whole process… I encourage You.. to have Divine Trust that everything will be perfect and smooth.. because You are carrying the gifts… You did it! You’ve been rewarded. Congratulations. I see You. I love You. And I am right behind You.. growing.. learning.. and filling My cup.
