I'm halfway through this pregnancy and I'm still in shock!! Honestly, I'm terrified! Despite it all I'm grateful forever blessed to become her mom! I pray all yoi ladies are doing well and staying blessed!!!!
Weekend of Thanksgiving of 2014 I had sufficient shoulder pain and spotting. I went to the ER and learned I was pregnant(4 months with a heartbeat) but the baby was located in my right tube, that was rupturing. They told me luckily I came in when I did because I could have bleed to death within a few hours. I remember asking them could they just move the baby to my uterus lol. The emotional rush of emotions from happiness to sacredness. I lost a big part of me that day, I felt I was half a woman because I lost apart that makes me just that. I went on the Depot shot for 2yrs before I felt ready to try again. Between 2014-present I have had 12 losses total, from chemicals to early MCs, blight ovum, and no heartbeats. Over 3200 days of praying, hoping, and wishing. Over 70 cycles of finger crossing and hoping for a sticky bean. In February of this year i made it appointment with a fertility specialist for November 21st to start my fertility journey.I found out I was pregnant November 5th after my period was late but i wasn't thinking i was pregnant because i only have sex 1 time out of the whole cycle month.Making it past 6 weeks and seeing a heartbeat this time around has eased up a little stress and anxiety but it definitely still there until my baby will be in my arms! With all that being said I'm taking it as don't/stop trying to plan and plot, it's already written and will happen exactly when it's supposed too!!! Just stay faithful, humble, and grounded!!! 7weeks-4days in US everything going perfect! Praying that it's stays that way!!!
Hey love! Thanks for checking in. I actually ended up having a miscarriage, so I’m back to the ttc journey.
NO Problem, we all need to be check-in on! IM SOOOOO SORRY FOR YOUR LOST!!! I know there's nothing that truly can be said to help with the pain! But I do know how that feels, a dozen times over... just know that you are not alone and you are thought of and loved!!!
9 years to the Day